Fear God, what does it really mean?

Fear God. What does that really mean? As I sit in my room at 10 pm still depressed, having been for a week now... I break down. Tears in my eyes and I finally realize for the first time in weeks I want my JOY back. So I ask myself.. have I been talking to God? No. Have I been reading the bible? Nope. Have I been fearing God in all I do? Well.. that was a little harder for me to answer at first.. got me thinking. Fearing God means what? After reading a little I came to my own personal definition. Fearing God is like when you fear your parents. You are so disciplined that you would never think of going against thier wishes or doing something to tarnish thier good name.. so on. So its the same with God.. in every choice we make we need to ask ourselves.. does this glorify my God? In every thing we do we need to know that we are not only affecting our own reputations, but our creators. So.. pray for me ya'll! I hope if you are struggling like me you will again start to FEAR GOD..